a load-bearing shaft

here is baby he was promiscuously dangling the thought he is a little load-bearing ingenue

automatons

autocratic automaton compress / decompress contrasting & expansive data packets reconfiguring self unshare history delete cache unhide reconfigure self

pomosapien

unshare history delete cache unhide reconfigure self

i. authenticated

i. authenticated is a collection of visual & aural works created between 2002 & 2004.

the artifacts of being watched

there r eyes like cotton swabs in the night sounds revealing day scurrying amidst the clatter of motion pictures scored with cello solos heads aloft soft pillows wishing sweet dreams 2 children of our past prop thoughts 2 serve as all-spice on 6 of the 7-courses with featured entrees feasts of us r the simple feedings our time is running out inspired 2 unravelled looking @ the horizon for the first sign of light baggage settled curb-side hoping the innocence leaving returns upon departure depleted from an unknown origin but salvageable & i would like to accommodate it

the perforated

sycophants r participants & participants r sycophants

peace of pretty

trying to find calm its the most beautiful calm

central depression

my head splits open & the central depression alleviated its pressures i found some of the roots & mainstays the causes the creases & the room temperature catalogued portions of my brain the feeling as though i have been collecting the refuse of a sample-sized lifestyle here there and there — Central Depression by POMOPHOBE

low birth weight

young dumb & in need of 1 sum 4 fun in the sun

predators make dead things

late evening a violent predator molested a songbird leaving cuts of lark scattered upon load-bearing branches agitated in2 giving way staining the child trounced lawn below painting future moments of disillusion & trauma prey remade in2 a new legacy in blood & the carved remains as a personification of death 2 b carried well in2 adulthood a mourned morning a 1st visit with mortality 1 to squint eyes & shake heads with a learning demonstration of food chain vampirism 1 that exists outside of prepared meals & fast food playlands stricken blank unable 2 respond depositing a permanent cinematic vision a slacks sporting dad kicking dead things curbside swearing about the inconvenience making the life lost as trivial as a false fire alarm while cooking none of this is of concern 2 predators

modification (i slut up my hair)

modification healing & leaking undiluted self i slut up my hair everyone will like us especially at this orgy i slut up my hair no 1 is like us y is so much semen slapped on the wall slut my hair

modulations

oscillate tempered unevenly whatever palpitate unmeasured variable distension bridged whatever inflect modulate balance attune whatever come 2 prove whatever

the disco healer

ur damaged fragmented & misinformed u need 2 be healed u r reconfigured now u r defragmented disco

machination (the little rabbit)

once in a city of hope & complacency a little rabbit thot it would develop its own agency rabbit borrowed out a little hole of its own started making pretty things that people bought & took home rabbit started 2 buy in2 this feeling allowing its arrogance 2 drip from floor 2 ceiling

hideous choral

u r a catalogue photo moment sitting next 2 a campfire u r experiencing sustained & efficacious existential dread hideous u r a stock image of contentment u r fragmented this is mania u r not who u thot u were going 2 b u set ur bar 2 low & now u r exceeding ur own expectations choral

reprocessed

.learn { load: process; position: fluid; reconfig: now; submit :will; } .deflect { self: importance; action: failure; loss: accountability; concede: submit; } .reprocess { stagnate: self; state: manic; undo: choices; surrender: capitulation; }

manipulators (orgy of the damned)

boys of summer summon sums of boy typical sums of imprinted boy tyranny manipulated pattern propagation of boy the holistic sum tyranny of boy boy tyranny makes victims manipulating boy has lost interest in tyranny boy has lost interest in imprinted boy boy will not b boy manipulator

ii. manipulated

ii. manipulated is a collection of visual & aural works created between 2004 and 2006.

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